| shawn ♥ |
no one sees what they saw anymore.
hello, I have moved. |
Sunday, July 30, 2006
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i don't knw hw e fuck am i gna pull myself off from all these discredited, broken thoughts. i've had taken a whack at finding ways t stop myself from binging on 'em. but it seems like i have failed, tremendously. all i knw is, everyone's lives have been bedeviled by life itself. everyone's in for the strappado; either we join this hard, assbreaking materialistic world or we let the torture begin. but who can undergo e pain for long? no one. so as weak as a human is, we take it on the chin; yield. we humans, are weak. no doubt. those who can't carry on, they are out. those who can play the game, they stay. good for 'em. the irony is, e amount of respect and admiration you get is tantamount t hw much you fucking earn. this is a dog-eat-dog world where everyone cares a flying fuck for peace; evryone's selfish. it's scary. i'm not gamed. but then again, who is? even a randomised elementary school kids says 'LIFE SUCKS' no matter how cliched that phrase has become. & i realised, just 5 mins ago that when you become so sick of shit that you become hateful and t a certain extent, apathetic; you've obviously lost touch with caring about someone else's feelings. random i can't see why d we alwys have t end up like this. turning mopish, apathetic & all that cuntass shit. this is fucked up. VERY. there's an ironic twist t evrything. it's like trying to push yourself in a particular direction so hard and losing yourself in the midst of it. when all hell suddenly breaks loose and you find that you no longer know where you're heading or better, you have your destination in mind but you don't know how to get there. rewind, rewind. there are just so many things that you regret. but now i wish i could just fast forward everything. then again, who really wants to grow up. - shann well said. my girls are so great. best ever. not surprising in the significant increment of lesbians nw. no, not at all. & IM FUCKING NOT TRYING T SAY I'LL BECOME A LESBIAN. IM JUST STATING SOMETHIN'. but who knows? |